Saturday, November 28, 2015

I am here.

     I created the Jane Doe Project on April 1, 2012. It has been exactly 3 years and 8 months and yet I havent posted anything. My initial intention was to start a blog about my journey of self discovery, one of which, 3 years later, I am still as lost and as broken when I tried to start this blog.

     I have just celebrated my 25th birthday a few months ago, currently in an open relationship with someone who has no plans whatsoever to commit to me, no college degree, managing multiple businesses of my parents and have lost so much money investing in the wrong things and people. I am a pessimistic person who thinks she is way more than she is actually able to do. I have become someone who is all talk and no walk. The results are not only mediocre, they are below average.

     I have finally decided to try to love myself, to try to fix whatever is broken and finally stop looking for my identity and start having peace and acceptance of whoever i turned out to be.

     I don't know if anyone will be able to read this, or if this will catch interest. My aim is to write about my day to day journey and realizations, as a form of therapy and reminder of what I have achieved. Along with that goal, I hope someone out there who is experiencing the same things that I am, will know they are not abnormal, they are not alone, they are not left behind.

So, if there's anyone out there willing to mentor me, willing to tell me what i'm doing wrong, or just to share what they are also going through, feel free to start a conversation. :)